What a shit storm my life is now.
It’s impressive. I feel like I can’t even do anything about it, apart from revert to my same habits. Destructive habits.
From all corners of my existence people look down on me because they think I don’t care.
And they are right.
Maybe I should change some things. It’s unfortunate that feeling so happy can make everything else in my reality fall to pieces. I guess that balance is needed.
I just need to start over.