What a shit storm my life is now. 
It’s impressive. I feel like I can’t even do anything about it, apart from revert to my same habits. Destructive habits. 

From all corners of my existence people look down on me because they think I don’t care. 

And they are right. 

Maybe I should change some things. It’s unfortunate that feeling so happy can make everything else in my reality fall to pieces. I guess that balance is needed. 

I just need to start over. 

  1. thisungodlyhour said: no, you don’t need to start over. people just don’t understand us. and for that, they try to make us change so that they won’t have to be open minded. i don’t care either and i get shit for it all the time. they’ll get it one day. hopefully.
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